There was one time back in early November, I had an unbelievable session with an hour long nonstop orgasm. (I posted about this before in an old thread somewhere) While I've had other really great satisfying experiences since (some that even came close), up until last night, I considered that experience the best experience ever of my entire life.
Well, I have something to say, last night broke even that record. I have no idea how long I was orgasming, But the intensity of it was incredible. I broke a new milestone and actually literally saw the fireworks - the flashes of light that some people have mentioned seeing. It was like little white flashes almost like bright stars twinkling, and it was with the most incredible feeling ever. I have actually kind of wanted to reach this milestone of seeing that phenomena ever since I saw B. Mayfield mention it. No words can even describe this feeling. Other people that have experienced it will know what I'm talking about. I think I really understand what other people here mean when they speak of traveling to a higher dimension.
There was one technique I have learned too that I think it was really what propelled me there, and I wanted to share it. During a session, you get all kinds of involuntary movements. As I feel an orgasm building, I usually try to let it to happen, because I want it to happen. I will relax a bit more and try to induce those 'sneeze' like contractions that trigger the feeling. This has worked before, but last night I did something fundamentally different. I felt an orgasm building, and I knew it was going to happen, but instead of encouraging it, I decided to fight with it a little. I tensed up and tried to hold it back. This is very similar to edging, or trying to forcible hold back a sneeze. It absolutely ensures that when the orgasm hits it is entirely involuntary, overpowering, and unbelievable in intensity. It's like it makes it only hit harder if you're trying to forcibly prevent it.
At one point, during the most intense O's I was literally getting those 'sneeze' like orgasm reflexes over and over within a few seconds of each other. I noticed I was just riding it, so I again tried to make sure that it was truly involuntary by trying to forcibly stop it. And it really was involuntary, trying to tense didn't even slow it down. It was happening over and over, about that time was when I noticed the flashes of light. I was in heaven. I had one period where this lasted about 30 minutes. I had another period where I stopped keeping track of time.
Now, the only real other milestone I want to reach, is where others mention a "floating time warp" feeling. I don't think I felt anything that I could describe as that. Although there was one point last night where I did imagine myself floating away. I generally don't lose track of time either. Last night I just stopped noticing the clock.
binary fellow-
ok, here's the deal. with meteoric speed, you are traversing the O-sphere, and documenting the celestial phenomena you encounter. again, this time, i was already there (see the "try not to orgasm" thread http://aneros.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=1332 ). but, at your rate of travel, soon enough you'll be deforming the bounds of the universe in ways that will be new to all of us.
keep going dude.
darwin
darwin, you really are awesome. I am really delighted to read threads where other people have made the discoveries I am making and to get their take on it. I am really a young kid here in my early 20's (at least compared with the age of most people here), and I am having the time of my life with these experiences. I feel like this is something I was really always looking for, but didn't know how or where to find it. I did not even believe it was findable at one point in my life, and I was confined to just getting pleasure the old fashion way.
The only thing I wish I could find now is a woman that I could love and trust and share all this with. I have these unreal experiences and I just want to share it with someone... but I don't know anyone who I'd feel comfortable talking to, so I end up posting here. I know she's out there somewhere. I just need to keep looking. For now though, I'll enjoy the benefits of being single.
I have these unreal experiences and I just want to share it with someone... but I don't know anyone who I'd feel comfortable talking to, so I end up posting here.
i think that describes many.
I know she's out there somewhere. I just need to keep looking. For now though, I'll enjoy the benefits of being single.
this is a tricky one. on the one hand, there is the "you're young... hold out for your ideal (ie, a girl who fully digs this aspect of you)" and on the other is "good relationships involve compromise, don't be too rigid (ie, be prepared to segment a little)".
basically, dude, you're in uncharted territory, on the vanguard. you are the young picasso of orgasm.
here is my council (not that you asked for it): (1) don't use your auto-erotic abilities as a retreat. keep up the hunt. (2) learn all about female eroticism so that you can give to her what you can give to yourself. (on this last score, do a forum search for "squirting orgasm" and check out the postings of ohmy06)
darwin