Beginners Experience

I'm thinking of getting an aneros, but I have another brand product. I won't list the name so it doesn't seem like I am advertising. Based on the shape and size I feel like I may have the same experience/troubles so I wanted to see what you think before considering a new purchase.

I first started when I had a vibrating massage chair cover and when I was sitting on it directly on the spot, I started getting aroused. I ended up taking one of the motors out and taped some small things like markers on the motor and stuck it up there. This made me go quicker and felt quite a bit better. I also tried other small vibrating bullets and put those in.

Now I have this other product designed for the prostate that I have been trying out for a few weeks now. When I slide it in and out, it makes me really feel the urge to pee/poop. Usually the muscles inside clench up every few seconds depending on how quickly I slide it, and when they clench, my abs tighten and my muscles inside push out and even push the toy out. It gets tiring on my muscles and doesn't seem like I'm doing it right. I once peed, which some people seem to think is not pee and some great orgasm, but it wasn't. I stopped working the toy with my hand as it was pushed out, and just peed a lot and it didn't feel like anything other than the feeling of peeing. There is no other water that comes out other than through the bladder so I know it was pee. I tried it in the shower after this, I tried going slower/faster/trying to push it up more towards the prostate, further away. Nothing worked much. One of these times when my muscles pushed out I had an accident. Pretty gross but at least I was in the shower. I think I am hitting to far in or too far up and hitting the bladder too much. I always have to stop to break and pee several times.

Today by some miracle I was in the shower, trying the same things, when I held the toy down on the ground and instead of using my hands, I moved my body up and down on it. By some certain angle, not really going any more or less deeper, I got it hitting the spot really good. I didn't get that sensation to pee, and I kept getting harder and harder over about 10 seconds. I eventually came in about 20 - 30 seconds fully hard, but I had to stop before finishing it all. I forget why. In all my experiences I'm talking strictly about hands free when trying. I also couldn't hit the spot again later in the day.

So the thing is, I know that when I hit the spot right, I will get aroused without touching myself at all. I can hit the spot occasionally, and get a little hard for like a second and I start missing the spot and eventually go limp. 99% of the time I am just limp and feel like I have to pee. I have also used my finger to get in pretty deep to see if I can find the spot. I can't seem to do it. It doesn't feel good with my finger, and I never feel the "walnut". If I go in all the way with any toys, I end up hitting a spot that kind of hurts, is that the prostate?

I'm just wondering how I got the spot this one time. It felt really good. Does anyone else get the muscle contractions? Has anyone experienced them? Do you normally get them or were you doing something wrong? I really feel like I'm putting too much upward pressure. I'm definitely not doing something right. Of course obviously I have tried hitting from different angles, they toy is an inch wide so it hits a lot of places regardless. I will try again tomorrow. I'm on the fence about trying out the aneros because I'm not sure if it is the size of the toy and the aneros looks about the same size. If I use a vibrating toy that is only 1/2 inch and straight, I don't get the pee sensation, but I also don't hit the spot either. Looking for some opinions before purchasing another toy (aneros that is).

Thanks.