Another skeptic blown to outer space

Just two months ago, I took possession of a Helix Syn. Quickly, it took possession of me. Herein lies my tale of wonder.

I immediately took it out of the box, lubed it up, and sent it in. (Crisco and Vaseline work great. Water-based not so great.) Good feelings were expected, with years of delight from insertion of various found objects and home-sculpted plugs modeled after the smaller Aneros models. Hell, I even discovered anal e-stim some years back. Not likely this thing could top that! Me figured those YouTube videos of the Super-o are some mix of spoof, hype, or antics only achievable by the young.

But wait, what is that feeling? This thing is at a whole other level! And what is that motion - all on it's own? If feels like someone is fucking me! It must just be my breathing. No, it's a whole other rhythm! I can help it along, but then it goes on it's own!

Bigger bigger bigger. By thinking of expanding the center of my abdomen, it brings the Aneros "home". The fabulous feelings makes me want to clench, but if I instead relax, the feelings get stronger. Hell, if they used this as the feedback to teach relaxation techniques, they'd have far better success! I wonder, my wife says she get's this "itch" for sex. Is this what it feels like to her?

What would Darwin say is the reason we have a nerve that so craves the Aneros sensation? Is it an evolutionary vestige of the nerves that feed the female orgasm?

And, crave, it does. Was it six hours later, I finally stopped? Each time it seemed like I had taken it to the "top", I'd start again, with sensations right where I left off. This could last all day! This is entirely different than the normal male penis wonder. This must be why gay guys like being the bottom.

Trying to sleep was a challenge. With the Aneros out, the sensations kept coming. The next day at work, I had to try and avoid spontaneous chairgasms. Was it becoming a monster? Would I constantly be having to suppress this newfound skill?

But the super-o remained elusive. It seemed like a four hour session that kept building throughout should end there, but it did not. This was with mixed feelings. What if going even further would leave me uncontrollably having prostate orgasms throughout the day? Was I losing control? Is this actuality the sign of an enlarged prostate? Am I making it worse?

With subsequent sessions, things got more intense. I kept developing my ability to relax Eventually, I started to get twitches in the muscles throughout my legs, when at the height of prostate stimulation.

Now, after an Aneros session one day, a long solo drive the next would find me being able to drive prostate massage for hours at a time, without anything inserted. This was proven when I found that my rewiring made it possible to enter an hour of orgasm with just a tiny anal plug. Or not even that. I laid for an hour one day, feeling as if the small plug was wonderfully massage my prostate and then discovered it had fallen out without my noticing? was massaging my prostate, unassisted. Now, I found myself doing this when relaxing in conversation with friends. I hope they didn't wonder why I acted so dazed.