tried again today--doesn't seem like too much action for me--had bm, douche and large lube--this is needed for me--want movement to start things off, although it seems it is not so important once things are underway--did same with each aneros--got very good feelings going with panting and bouncing etc, mostly right side feelings with a little left side action toward the end--as i've said, it seems that i think of the less intense rubbing as being on the top of...
had my first super o yesterday and i'm here again trying to duplicate it--lots of lube again after a douche--start with my helix again and then my 16 mm, followed by my progasm and then my 16 mm peridise again--basically did the same thing with each massager--got to the involuntary movement part and the bouncing and the very good feelings and the panting etc but never over the hump to the super o--it's great getting to the involuntaries so soon...
this is the session where i had the super o--i was talking about the quality of the feelings being different since i had the hives outbreak and i thought that i was a long way from getting back to where i was before the allergic reaction to the lyrica--i thought that my feelings were diminished and that i would have to work at getting that quality back--i was feeling pressure on my prostate instead of a delicious rubbing and no...
wow!!!!!had my first super o--it was grand but much different than i thought it would be--more description later--just wanted to shout it out that i've had my first super o...
did a lot of lube again--used only 16 mm peridise this time--got movement but still hardly any pleasant feelings--don't know if i should lay off to let prostate recover or whether my sessions will help it come back--still most of the feelings are of pressure and not pleasant rubbing or tickling--will keep at it though--maybe i should start a routine of those prostate massages i saw online--the ones of the external rubbing on the pubic area that i think feel...
lubed up quite well again and had movement--now have movement but not as much "feeling" as before, although this afternoon i had move feeling than this morning--the feeling is starting to get more like pleasure too--need to practice and gain feeling back in those nerves after the hives outbreak...
had a session today with a double lube before insertion to make sure i had movement--i have movement, although not as much as before, but what i lack is the same feeling from the movement that i enjoyed--now it feels like pressure or just poking or rubbing and not pleasurable poking or rubbing like it used to feel--i can make the aneros move but it doesn't give me much feeling on my prostate--i only hope that i can condition it...
just wanted to say that i got a fungal infection in my lower pubic area that was misdiagnosed as herpes zoster and treated with lyrica from which i developed the severe hives as an allergic reaction--they were mainly concentrated in the groin area and upper legs and lower belly and were so severe that they were driving me crazy and keeping me from sleeping--it must have wiped out all memory from my rewiring with the aneros finally got back to health...
got a rash all over my body like an allergy--first doctor sent me to a dermatologist--said not herpes zoster but fungal infection and then allergic to bacitracin, which i put on after i scratches it the first time--so now a cream for the cock and balls, which are swollen and another cream for that and the whole body for the rash and itching--looks like i'll be sidelined for weeks--just applied the anti-fungal cream on cock and balls and lower pubic...
no sessions for me lately as i have been stricken with shingles which presented itself in the pubic area just to the left and above my cock--wow--was very hard to resist scratching it but did except for the one time i awoke at 4 in the morning scratching it like hell--so not much damage from that reaction--wondering where i'll be when i continue my sessions as it will be the longest time between sessions since i started in late jan--should...